Searching for a Place

I often look, to find that place I see in my dreams all the time

A place where I can always go to in times of need and sorrow

A place where I don’t have to worry about life and all it’s sadness

I hate this life...

So why does everyone have fun and I feel the pain

Why doesn’t anyone understand me?

Why don’t they understand?

I live to enjoy life but always end up crying

I try not to show I’m in pain

So all the people around me enjoys themselves

and don’t have to worry about me

so I need a place where I can go

A place for me to cry,

to laugh,

to sing,

to dance

A place where people understand the way of life

And all things that are sad

I need their help,

Their hug,

Their love.

I need it all, to survive my life

I hope to cope with all these troubles

But sometimes doubts can end it all...

Written: 03/04/1995